Prediction for those born in the year of the horse: My luck for this year is supposedly much better than the last. Should I believe it or not? As a christian, the answer is obvious... but prediction of me having a lousy year in 2008 was so damn true. Hmmm, are all these meant to be obstacles to shake my faith? Probably yes...

Shunjie told me that he did a check on my birth date and people who are born on the 14th of September tends to suffer from bottled up tensions. To a certain extent, I guess there are some truth in it.

I always believe in living each day happily but I guess deep within, there are bound to have concerns and worries. Worry about work, concern about not living up to parents' expectations, stress over money, the list goes on...

It's understandable that my parents are worried for me. To quit a company that is going listing to a new start-up. From having the ability to pay for all monthly household expenses such as Internet, Cable TV, season parking and giving parents regular allowances to having my brothers paying for all these bills currently. To think that I even have to borrow money from mom once in awhile. How not to worry about me right?

The only way to stop them from worrying is to ensure my company gets on track in the shortest time possible. Sales was increasing steadily for the whole of last year and I was so confident that we will make it.

Alas, the recession has to come of all times. Being in the entertainment industry, of course we feel the strong impact. I seriously have no clue when the day will arrive where my parents no longer have to worry about me.

In any case you guys are wondering, I didn't mean to write all the above as a complain entry. Since, this is a personal blog, I thought I can leverage this as a platform to release any tension that has been subconsciously building up in me. Hopefully it works.

Nevertheless, I have not lose faith in my company. I believe one day, I will make it. That's the day I gonna repay back those who have been helping me. You guys know who you are. That's also the time where my parents can stop worrying about me and I will provide them with a good life.

Everything will fall nicely in place soon. It will... =)