It's time to close another chapter of my life. Have been thinking alot and somehow, everything has changed, what used to make me happy and smile has vanished. No matter how I tried, when it's gone, it's gone.. I'm tired le. I try to be as understanding as possible when you are busy with work but in the end, all I end up isn't appreciation but depreciation.

Anyway, I make up my mind when I asked you the two questions which you replied postively during our way back. I don't even feel sad because frankly speaking, I'm expecting it to come and maybe perhaps I have totally given up at that moment of time.

Trust takes two parties to build. Unfortunately, I realize that no matter how much you trust the other person, if you are not getting back trust in return no matter what you do, then this person isn't worthy of you having a relationship. It's too tiring and hurting. Ain't relationship supposed to be happy and bliss? Why has it evolve into stress and burden suddenly.

It took years for my ex to understand this. All I can say is I always try my best to be the best bf but it seems that everyone is always looking for the perfect bf. Compared me with the rest of your ex, I may not be the best but I'm certain I fare way past better than majority of them. Unfortunately, it's you who decide to ruin it.

My life han't been happy and I hope happiness will come back to me soon. Promise that you will stay happy too. Good luck with your work and work hard for your dream car..

I'm very willing to still stay as good friends if you are fine with it. :)

Cindy Alan & Dior, more Cafe Del Mar please.... I really freaking enjoyed it. More more more!!