I just realise that I have never been so broke. Till date, my bank account has less than 100 bucks. It seems that not-so-nice issues have been popping up. Will be temporary having a pay deduction for the time being, decided not to tell my family about it as I don't really want them to worry unnecessarily. On top of that, I have to fork out $1000 for my car loan, not forgetting my credit card bills, Internet bill, insurance, saving plans, carpark, family allowance and the list goes on. I don't think I will even have any AWS or bonus this year end.

Been through some unhappiness recently, things which I don't want to mention. Why do family members have to fall out over money? Received a MSN from my aunt "feedbacking" that she's disappointed to realise my mum actually claimed money for some stuffs she bought for my grandma. To think my mum have actually taken care of my grandma for the past one decade and they being their own daughters only know how to complain this, complain that. My family is falling out with all my uncles and aunties. Just because my grandma decides to pass the house to my dad has given us tons of troubles and problems. Everyone is eyeing for the house. Typical drama some may say and YES, it's happening in to us. I believe in karma. As long as one conscious is clear, there's nothing much to worry. However, this does stop them for quarrelling over and over again for stupid and silly stuffs.

For those who plan to get married, NEVER give your house to just one of your offspring. If necessary, split everything equally to prevent close siblings to become hated enemies. I thank god that I will never have this problem..

Year ending real soon. Hope next year will be a much better year for me.